The aftermath of mother's death is taking an interesting turn—I feel nothing. Benumbed, insensible, unfeeling, dead, deadened, insensitive, without feeling, sleeping, drugged, anesthetized, stunned, dazed, frozen, paralyzed, immobilized, and in shock. I cried at her funeral, on and off but I still cried, and now I'm in what TEH calls, "getting stuff done mode." I have these tasks about mother, I must complete those tasks. The tasks have been completed, now what?
Issue #20 Kneeled in Prayer
Issue #20 Kneeled in Prayer
Issue #20 Kneeled in Prayer
The aftermath of mother's death is taking an interesting turn—I feel nothing. Benumbed, insensible, unfeeling, dead, deadened, insensitive, without feeling, sleeping, drugged, anesthetized, stunned, dazed, frozen, paralyzed, immobilized, and in shock. I cried at her funeral, on and off but I still cried, and now I'm in what TEH calls, "getting stuff done mode." I have these tasks about mother, I must complete those tasks. The tasks have been completed, now what?